torrian ball - numb lyrics
i been feeling pain for so long
put me through this pain for so long
i’m so numb
i been feeling pain
life ain’t fair but it goes on
everything feels right til it goes wrong
ice running through my veins i am so numb
from the ones i call blood that showed me no love
asking god do you hear me
all i wanted was to make the people hear me
why the truth that i speak make ‘em fear me
why these women feel the need to try to heal me
is it cuz i was adopted
somebody’s option
its been f+ckin wit my conscious
i’m trying to process
picture being in the projects
wit swollen optics
where n+ggas ending up in boxes
for getting profit
if you feeling low know you ain’t alone
i would rather have you here than being gone
hope it put you in a zone when you hear this song
every line that i wrote came from the soul
on god
i been feeling pain for so long
put me through this pain for so long
i’m so numb
i been feeling pain
suicide on my mind but i dont wanna die
im so empty inside i don’t feel alive
overdose on melatonin just to sleep at night
ever felt the type of pain you can’t even cry
this ain’t the type of life that i visualized
never thought i’d be the type that you criticize
i gotta bunch of different sides like a gemini
but they both turned cold like the winter sky
take a look into my eyes u can see the pain
u can tell i got regrets cuz i made mistakes
all this ptsd giving me shakes
taking l after l i can’t get a break
i want that type of love i dont gotta chase
i want that type of love that don’t turn to hate
you can fight a lot of things but can’t fight fate
im irate trying to escape from this mind state
i been feeling pain for so long
put me through this pain for so long
i’m so numb
i been feeling pain
i been feeling pain for so long
put me through this pain for so long
i’m so numb
i been feeling pain
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