trashed ambulance - blip on the radar lyrics
[verse]
you are cordially invited to the war inside my head
where chemical exposure left my brain a f+cking mess
pills, coffee and cigarettes, anxiety’s in season
i’m trying to find my balance but the days keep on repeating
you haven’t got a clue, you slimy f+cks are all the same
searching for your purpose in your money, cars and fame
one day i’ll get a move on, pick myself up off the floor
it’s hard searching for meaning when just living is a chore
[chorus]
i’ve come so far
but my brains just a blip on the radar
a life bizarre
and my brains just a blip on the radar
[verse]
i wash zopiclone and prozac down with aspartame and tic tacs
my clothes are always dirty and my socks are always mismatched
i haven’t slept a wink in what feels like a lifetime
so a doctors in the bathroom sending capsules down a pipeline
each day when i wake up, all i hope for is a break
but the world is laughing at me while they point out my mistakes
i’m combatting the storm, even though my ships capsizing
these pills that i’m digesting keep my mind locked in confinement…
i’m running out of track but i have to keep my pace
cause there ain’t no turning back when you’re always in last place
i have no words left to write, so everything’s left unsaid
i was crying out for help, but my messages went unread
a broken man, in a broken world surrounded by f+cking fakes
so i sobered up, got myself clean, and made the best of my heartbreaks
(and here and now)
and here and now
(i found my way)
i think i finally found my way
[refrain]
cause behind each cloud
is a sky of blue
and this punk rock sound
is what gets me through
and life got dicey when i started making plans
for the ones i love to carry on without me
emotions hitting but they’re only counterfeiting
and at last i’m jarred awake from this bad dream
let’s f+cking go!
[chorus]
i’ve come so far
but my brains just a blip on the radar
a life bizarre
and my brains just a blip on the radar
[chorus]
i’ve come so far
but my brains just a blip on the radar
a life bizarre
and my brains just a blip on the radar
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