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trial to truce - tragedy of lucy lyrics

verse 1:
she was insecure and had the tendance to reject her social state in her control, n0body no threats
she used to dream of having wings and fly like a dove
to get your misconceptions out the way this one is not about love
met her when i was eight, just acquaintances
nothing personal we knew our limits, but also what a basis was
it’s funny getting lost while meeting eyes, to drown in something so pure, but simply out of reach because of compromise
learned to lie, got in touch and wriggled through our system
missed a couple childhood lessons, so she taught me our restrictions
at ten we turned to rebels, closer than we ever should’ve
couldn’t care ‘bout wrong or right, we’ll teach ourselves here how to fly
just sneak right through that window and just don’t forget a gust
we’ll take of as fast as we can, it’s this foundation i mistrust
i might sound confident, but that’s just one’s unconsciousness at hand
when i turned twelve i asked her: ‘be honest, is this more than i had planned?’

chorus 1:
i’m talking lucy, i wanted her to disprove me
even if i had to take a left, give up what we once had
sometimes letting go is just a fact and choice remains a myth
even for a kid it’s simple math to calculate that risk
she knew fear was mighty powerful and running through my veins
entering middle school, we parted ways to me that felt more safe

verse 2:
i felt a weight walking those halls, an itching ache mimicking wind
it came and went over the months, but i was out of place, blown away
saw her by the sink and couldn’t help to feel relieved, then sensed distress in me because of what i just perceived
i’m talking fear, a concept i forget when meeting eyes
i’m talking energy assembling to tell me ‘another try’
so, i tried, followed intuition, once again i reached out
felt at comfort with my muse, but there was still street sh+t in my mind
and when the moon had found its place, it screamed ‘it’s not enough to heal, you’re chasing more than a thought, those are your personal ideals, don’t find it egocentric to ditch all your parents plans?’
when i turned fourteen, i didn’t know if life was there to last
chorus 2:
so please, lucy i wanted her to disprove
even if that doo+doo came through smiles and living movies
she’s good at doing everything that’s capable of making me laugh, but sometimes you need to draw the line and leave what once was in the past
it’s just a memory from the future and no that’s not a paradox
it’s a dream you once believed in, but decided to give no more thought
no painful truth just common sense, not ambiguous the truth was cleansed
but childhood innocence is slowly coming to an end

verse 3:
nine years since we met and i don’t know where to begin
you should i call you a struggle, my peace or my greatest sin?
see, as the years pass, i find it more difficult to define you
i feel lost during your absence, but i hold them grudges more than i used to
not mine fault, neither yours, but that weight is surely present
shoulders can collapse and to me it feels they can within seconds
it’s cruel, but it’s true and i don’t know if i can take that
so, just tell me it is not you, we live on, we toss regret
see, in my greatest joy i still find fear, fear of taking my biggest misstep because of my ambitiousness to heal
when i think i found my truth, found my way, i trail off again
i will astray, i’ll contemplate the root essence of making, but i can’t if i’m faking it
so, help me and say it’s not, it’s not, it’s not

chorus 3:
lucy, i wanted her to disprove me
no stop lying, i wish that she would sing this song, i wish that she would choose me
i’m closer to having everything i ever wanted to get
call me hypocrite or not, i’m just telling you what the mirror said
stop

- trial to truce lyrics

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