truth & tragedy - helmand lyrics
i never dreamed that i’d be waiting to die
struggling daily just to find a reason why
at the age of nineteen, i was choking on sand
walking the desert with a rifle in my hand
at the end of the day, it’s all on me
i signed the line
n0body made me
i guess you could say
that i got fooled
i was a kid
i wanted to be a hero
i wasn’t really trying to run away
i really just wanted to make them proud of me
i can’t undo the sh+t that i’ve done
and i can’t un+see the sh+t that i’ve seen
the bombs don’t care that you’re just a kid
and the bullets still fly even if your family cries
i know that i don’t need to explain myself
i wish that i could, maybe it would help
shaking and crying every night in my sleep
i can’t keep on fighting with this darkness over me
empty pill bottles scatter the floor
from self medicating the whole night before
the truth of the matter is that i don’t regret a thing
i’d give my heart and soul if i could to go back to those days
(go back to those days)
but i think i left my heart in that land
and it’s cost me everything
i think i lost my soul in that land
and it’s cost me so much pain
guess i’ll pass the time with the vices of mine
they can pump my stomach, but they can’t fix my soul
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