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tumilz - crazy thoughts lyrics

i used to cry myself to sleep
i used sit and watch while others eat
i used to think, kept thinkin when i will arrive
or probably bake some bread, throw em to the sky
i gotta admit, i been troubled inside
i been traumatized though still fightin my pride
sleepless nights torment the mind
and let the soul weak
then start all over again like a goal kick
i been speechless all my life
deep pains are kicking in
like a hospitalized parturient, i’m givin in
but what’s the essence of bringing me
to a world where i strive in pains likе refugees in european
cos i’m fade up
my lifе’s goals are trashing out
they may say the discipline is what i’m lacking now
i’ve been all on my own, michael ajereh
been rich today, broke tomorrow is my only fear
i want it all now !
to save my future dreams
and live it happily and build a family
i need my kids around me when i’m back from work
i need to be on vacation with wifey
it’s crazy huh
go to bed early , wake up to a breakfast in bed
then out to feed the street and put a smile on every face
my ex’s a lovely soul, relationship is a mess
so many hungry faces sneakin on every text
words are hurting, clouded by negative thoughts
i couldn’t pen my feelings right now
cos i’m sweating a lot
god bless me if i make it outta this
heading straight to a shawarma joint
to fight the hungry worms
hungry worms
its 9mins past 9 over here
still outta thoughts
still trying to understand the purpose of man in this sh+thole we’re in
wanna know when we gonna get that bag
you feel me ?
like we’re caged, freedom is undermined
its way beyond the physical
lots to know, dream!

my nerves a lil bit relaxed
i’m deeply worried when all these will be over
will it last for a short time or take forever
my fear’s losing my girl to another lover
i wanna get momma a good job
i wanna put her ass in a benz and see her drive
i wanna see my siblings fulfilling their dreams
while my friends goin on a winning spree
so that i can for once be proud
i’ve d+mn been trampled upon for long
god doesn’t hear me anymore
can’t tell if i’m wrong
its best i move on
i’m all alone
n0body to look up to
when trouble comes, i hide under my duvet and cry
sometimes i wish i could die
but outside i deceive them with a smile
and they think its beautiful
he’s rich and very cool
really wish i am what they say i am
hurt to the bone to know i’m living in a lie
thats how it goes
thats life
30th march 2022
crazy thoughts for real
f+ck it
sometimes you wish you can spit it out
cos you tired of hoping and prayin
god doesn’t give a f+ck about you
or should i say about me
hopes drains the energy and manipulate the mind
then you feel abandoned
just work.. keep working
sorta like we’re programmed

peace

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