twinkle park - blood fountain lyrics
no more drinking water from the hose
i’m sick of how i misremember things that happened in the past
it’s good for no one
i talk to myself sometimes
i must be just like you
kind gestures make me anxious sometimes
it’s something i am desperate to unlearn
i tear it up to shreds before it’s even done
it’s just another nervous habit
but when i wake up
to see you sitting there
been up for a while now by yourself
i always feel a little guilty
and when i wake up to see you’re still asleep
i will roll over to embrace you
in this moment i want to live
i want to live like this forever
in a moment i can’t breathe
my chest tightens like it always does
and once again i fail to say your name
i wanted to be calm
i swear i tried so hard
still, in the end i’m everything i’m not
but you -ssure me that it’s fine
that i should trust i’m still alive
and if i died, you wouldn’t be right next to me
so you clasp your hands round mine
as the confidence drains from my face
and in its place, a fountain of blood
i am so full of love i could explode
im sorry i talk so much about death
its just always on my mind
i still don’t know if i believe in ghosts
but i feel them even when i’m all alone
i am made of love for you
and even though we both are sore
we soon will feel relief
through antique tones and synthetic homes
our lives have yet to cease
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