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tzb - pain is what i feel lyrics

[produced by jp soundz]

[verse 1]
i tried to cope at first
p-ssed seconds, now the clock’s desertin’ me
feeling like i’m ’bout to burst
i digest hate ’til the day my heart is burnt
mind gone for certain, that made it hard to learn
plus my vessel is empty, my soul’s caught in the surf
i should wet the verse like a preacher in church
t.d. jakes, why sweat a person? you don’t deserve it
i’m like towlie from south park when smoking the purple
still could snap on yo -ss like rat-tails got endurance
with a p-ssion i smash it, d-ck clapped with a purpose
and you know i’ll close out a show, no sandbag and curtains
so much darkness in my life now
it’s hard to tell if i’m on the right path
searching for signs and synchronicity
tryna find a meaning for what these b-tches did to me
replaying every single night, oh my god
won’t be satisfied until these n-ggas die
tried to self-medicate and pray to block out the pain
frustrated, can’t shake the rage, it’s hard to maintain
sleeping in the cold, finding joy in the rain
very low libido, i ain’t f-ck a hoe in weeks
suicide rates peaked
ain’t really guaranteed to live past 23
maybe shooting myself, or strangled to death with belts
maybe leap off a building, or poison myself with pills
i’m only saying what’s real
cuz i everytime i wake up, pain is what i feel

[chorus]
pain in my life
pain every night
pain is what i feel
can’t seem to keep the peace
man, i gotta chill
pain in my life
pain every night
pain is what i feel
can’t seem to keep the peace
man, i gotta chill

[verse 2]
man, i rather chill in the morgue
cuz a life is a b-tch that i’m forced to divorce
had the worst intercourse and of course
she’s the cause of why my world is distraught
and distorted, plans was thwarted so i questioned the lord
like, “god, what the h-ll
did jesus die so that i couldn’t live well?”
i’ll feel fire’s hot blaze in the next plane
like 9/11, is there heaven for the insane?
no one save a n-gga
going through drama, probably dealing with karma
but all these back-stabbing b-tches living life with no problem
always fiending for something
plus these demons keep bugging me
i’m working on a way for me to make it to luxury
cash is the only chance for me to be glad
f-ck a rich motherf-cker living life feeling sad
better to cry in a benz than a cardboard box
better to have no friends with a bank full of dollars
that’s not a problem

- tzb lyrics

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