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ud shady - hero? lyrics

[intro]
i don’t make songs to impress, i make ’em to survive
these ain’t raps they’re the reasons that i’m still alive
i bleed on beats ’cause talking don’t work
and silence been k!lling me since the moment of birth
i ain’t here for the applause or a plaque on the shelf
this is for the nights i nearly took myself

[verse 1]
i write for the kids with no one to call
for the ones who pray in silence and still feel small
i rap for the quiet ones the ones ovеrlooked
who feel like a question mark in a world full of books
this ain’t about famе, it’s therapy in disguise
i’m tryna save someone else every time that i rhyme
but i hate yeah i hate when they say they look up to me
like i’m some savior, some light, some version they wanna be
don’t put me on pedestals, i swear it breaks my soul
i’m still battling shadows that won’t let me go
you say i’m strong? then you don’t really know me
you ain’t seen the nights where i talk to the old me
you ain’t felt the weight of the mask that i wear
or how i scream in silence, but n0body cares
how you look up to a man who’s still tryna breathe
still waking up with nightmares stuck in his t++th
i ain’t healed, i’m haunted, just hiding it well
i make songs to give others peace that i can’t find myself
[verse 2]
if i ever helped you i’m grateful, that’s true
but don’t idolize me, i’m just broken like you
i ain’t a role model, i’m a caution sign
a reminder that the strongest ones still lose their f+ckin’ minds
i hate that i’m this this broken, this cold
this giver of hope with a heart full of holes
i hate that i help and forget how to ask
that i drown every night with this smile on my mask
you think i’m a hero? you don’t know half
you ain’t seen me throw bottles, punch walls, then laugh
you ain’t seen me text “i’m good” while my wrists burn red
or stare at the mirror and wish i was dead
don’t you dare say i’m brave, i ain’t brave, i’m tired
i’m just scared to leave the kids who say i inspire
’cause what if they fall when i finally break
what if they end it ’cause i chose to escape
so i stay, i breathe, i write what i feel
even if it means i never fully heal
this ain’t music
yea, this is bleeding with rhythm
this is yelling for help while the whole world listens
and i don’t want claps, i want peace, that’s all
i want to feel human, and not just useful when i fall
and if one more person says, you saved my life
i’ll smile but deep down, i’ll die inside
’cause i still can’t save mine, i’m just playin’ my part
like a soldier with no gun, just a torn+up heart

- ud shady lyrics

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