upc bluii - idk lyrics
i don’t know what is going lately, yeah
i don’t know why i tried to k!ll myself a couple of times
i don’t know why i do feel so crazy
i don’t know why death is on my mind, f-ck
people playing with my mind, playing with my time
leaving me behind, but they don’t realize that behind my closed eyes
are tears, the cries, and i wanna just take this life away
cuz n-body needs it
so tell me what’s the point in keeping it?
“don’t say that”
“why?”
“it gets better.”
(bullsh-t, aye)
cuz i been stuck like this since i was 12, my mental health fell off the shelf
like me, it’s on the floor, i ain’t feeling good no more
and i wrote a little note
i guess a suicide letter, it’s ripped but i put it together
and it reads:
“it’s clear to see n-body needs me, i’m left to be on this scene, if you’d seen what i’ve seen, you’d understand why i’m doing this. this is the only way to make ‘balloons’ pop, the day ‘balloons’ pops is the day all this bullsh-t, the fire, the fury, the sadness, all my scars, all my tears, the madness stops, that’s what i need, i’m gone.”
i don’t know what is going lately
i don’t know why i tried to k!ll myself a couple times
i don’t know why i feel so crazy
i don’t know why death is on my mind
i don’t know why i get these thoughts in my head, uh
i don’t know why i think i’m better off dead, uh
i don’t know why, oh, h-ll seems to be where my mind treads
i don’t know where to find my f-cking meds, sh-t
can somebody help please?
i’m f-cking done, man
nah, f-ck that sh-t
i’m f-cking done
uh, you shouldn’t have to feel like this
yeah, i know there’s people you’ll miss
“but i can’t control any of this, i’m telling you, i’m completely just gonna end it right here, right now. so leave. now.”
“no, you’re not.”
“i said now!”
“f-ck you, b-tch, do it then.”
“i f-cking will!”
“bye, b-tch.”
see?
that’s the type of sh-t that happens to the victims
they ain’t able to control what’s in their head
all the voices
do this, do that
people are the influence
don’t say “k!ll yourself.” without thinking of the consequences
cuz that could be implemented
stuck in their head
that someone in this world wants them dead
they are scarred, and their minds are barred
“you’re insane.”
“shut the f-ck up!”
“don’t do this.”
“i’ma f-cking get what i deserve and this what people are saying i should do.”
“you don’t deser-.”
“f-ck, f-ck, f-ck, f-ck, f-ck, f-ck, he did it, i’m going to his house, f-ck!”
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