urbn-_-zombie - how i feel lyrics
[verse 1]
i feel like that i can’t continue
i feel like that i will not fix this issue
i just feel like that i can’t decide
depressing thoughts turn to suicide
i feel like that i will not be successful
writin’ down my thoughts with my pad and pencil
devil on my shoulder brainwashing me
and now, this is how i feel
[chorus]
this is, this is how i feel
yeah that’s right, this is how i feel
this is, this is how i feel
yeah that’s right, this is how i feel
[verse 2]
i’ve been cooped up in this f+ckin house
surrounded by my thoughts. but they’re mainly doubt
always think i’m writin’ really bad music
but my anxiety affects the way i use it
it’s been hard to get the motivation
and even when i do it has a small duration
writer’s block gives me a sh+tty deal
but this is how i feel
[chorus]
this is, this is how i feel
yeah that’s right, this is how i feel
this is, this is how i feel
yeah that’s right, this is how i feel
[verse 3]
but my music ain’t the only thing that has been affected
my anxiety has always made me feel unprotected
from my thoughts i don’t trust, it’s like i’m stuck in a hole
surrounded by my insecurities, i have no control
i’ve been dealing with this sh+t since the day i was seven
as the time would go by, my confidence would lessen
never told anyone, and i regretted that since
cuz all the days where i was calm are the days that i miss
i worry bout the little things in this world that we live in
overthinkin’ the future from the thoughts i’ve been given
feelin’ nervous as f+ck, in this real life scene
as i watch the world crumble over covid 19
man i wish my anxiety would just go away
so i could live inside this world in a happier way
or at least i could control it and keep in concealed
man, this is how i feel
[chorus]
this is, this is how i feel
yeah that’s right, this is how i feel
this is, this is how i feel
yeah that’s right, this is how i feel
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