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vadeem 43 - pellet gun lyrics

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i was 7 with a pellet gun my dad bought at 20 i bought a pistol with the serial number scratched off i thought that would save me in the moment i had needed it, as if the spirit in my body wasn’t jesus’s, a deeper bliss as i proceed to exist won’t plead no fifth i’m speaking pain untill i bleed from the lips, check my wrists, and you can see right thru me from these nail marks step to this, you won’t prevail far with a frail heart my tale starts, as a baby coming to america, i know i don’t fit in and i feel the language barrier, a broken home my house received visits from cps my momma said be quiet or theyl throw you in a orphanage , remember i invited my friend for a sleepover my father had been drinking but my mom is home and shes sober .. we saw poppa walking drunk holding a knife as he followed my mom around and all of us was scared for life, called the cops and left the house and my friends parents let us over it hurt that it felt so normal i get numb as i get older .. that wasn’t him is what i tell himself it’s just the drink, he be acting crazy but that level hope he never sink … well i guess sink again, i will not think like him, this generation i create is where that system end, and i still love him in jesus we have forgiven sins, your separated from the vision of his living lens, when you acknowledge how you been is when that distance ends, there is nothing that you’ve done in which you can’t repent, and he will love you like a father when you visit him, he chastises who he loves dont fear his discipline, perfect love will cast out all fear i put my soul inside this song i hope you hear it loud and clear god is here
1st john 4:18

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