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vect - alone (close the door mix) lyrics

17. alone (close the door mix)

in this life it’s me n0body around never found underground
wicked sounds in my mind escape the backstab & lies
i’m livin’ in pain every day can’t refrain my days in vain
i see a cliff in my midst god i wanna jump away
so alone, so bored, so emotionally sore
still think it’s best sometimes that i was never born
i’m so deprived born to lose sick of being used
don’t tell me it’s my fault when it isn’t what i choose
as i always have, i know i gotta strive
trying to revamp while i’m walking thin lines
abandoned & left behind right in the dirt
whether i’m a maniac or not, it still hurt
if it weren’t for the hard times, there wouldn’t be any
if you don’t understand me don’t dismiss it as petty
whenever i get something good it’s smacked out my hand
that’s the curse i live with, must be someone’s plan
here to myself & this empty h+ll inside
returning thoughts of suicide & leave it all behind
in the mirror with the ruger aimed to my brain
losing more sanity yes, i’m insane
& i’m alone, i’m alone, all alone

how much more? want no more to feel sore as before
always torn, proceed to fail, need a bail like a jail
sick of it all & all of people’s cr+p
how much will i take till i go all out & snap?
all that ran out on me were b+tches & stale
i live the sad life of nonstop betrayal
don’t you understand? i didn’t choose this fate
but it’s what i take the best of it i make
pain is all really, i ever truly had
f+ck a pity party these are the true facts
never had anyone there to truly care
& when i did they disappeared on me in thin air
a messed up depressive guess that’s all i got left
living with the emptiness making me a mess
i’d rather drop it all right now & give up & die
whatever happens i don’t care i got no fear inside
& i’m alone, i’m alone, all alone

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