vegas bill - black ink always fades away lyrics
verse:
you can find me slow walking in the rain
pain running off my face to the drain
i don’t think i’m gonna live to see tomorrow’s grace
so i place myself in the darkest sp+ce
the back of mind i can’t escape
so i let my tears out on this page
but i don’t it’ll keep me out my grave
i replaced my smile with a frown
i wear wear my hair down
keep myself in the dark like i’m living underground
i don’t want no one around
i can feel my head pound
from the sound of my heart beat starting to slow down
you want the truth
i wanna be with my dad
i wanna hug my brother and not feel as bad
as i do when i wake up
ain’t much left that i’m made of
numb from the cold inside
at least i tried
i can never be happy without being reminded
that i’m a f+cking failure in my own eyes
tapped out in my mind
stars fall every night
cuz they ain’t so bright to me
i don’t bleed from the cuts no more
at war in my head but it feels like a chore
to even try to get up so i stay on the floor
what’s a life worth living that you pay for
and this voice in my head don’t shut up
everyone around me telling me to nut up
but a man can only hold so much on his back
and the worlds on mine like i’m atlas
at this point, i’m about to put it all down
every night i just wanna blow my brains out
i can state how i cry myself to sleep every night
and how i’ve given up hope on my own f+cking life
you won’t see it on my face, in my body
i won’t show it
but i’m holding back tears every second
any moment
i can leave my life behind and to h+ll i’m probably going
but it can’t be any worse than every day i hit my lowest
and to my family, i’m sorry that it came this way
but behind a microphone is the only place i feel safe
i don’t got a put a mask on around my face
and run away from a plague that i call being fake
if fate aligns i could see another day
i won’t wait up like i didn’t pay
but like the ink in my arm and the pen on my paper
black ink always fades away, i’ll fade away
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