veryraresantana - fear lyrics
i’m sitting here thinking with a blade in my hand
pressed up against my wrist tryna make it all end
but i can’t
yea i can’t seem to let it all end
cause your steady on my mind and i miss my best friend
suicidal thoughts seem to always get in
and they cloud up my brain from each and every end
but just think if i die would you love me till the end
or would you sit there and cry asking god for a chance to make it better
sipping on some vodka and wine in a cup
got me counting up my minutes as i sit here stuck
all alone
a king and a demon on his throne
saying all this sh-t through a god d-mn phone
but i’m gone
just so you can live your life better
and stop thinking thoughts of whatever
imma ride through whatever
just give me time to do better
i promise you ill make it all better
d-mn
i could really feel the pain without you here
reminiscing on days i run my fingers through your hair
i can feel you i can smell you in the air d-mn
fear, yea
i’m scared to open up and let you come in
i’m scared to let another person come back in
cause in the end your gonna end up treating me like a friend
cause in the end imma be your friend..
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