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vex the mc - clarity (so alone) lyrics

(hook)
and i’ve been going through h-ll
caught in a vicious spell
blinded by the lights, crossed course, stumbled and fell
i’m feeling so alon
i think i’m ’bout to explode
system overload

(verse 1)
these days i’m feelin’ reckless
caught under the pressure of catchin’ up with these stresses
can’t jumble enough words all together to invent a f-ckin’ set list
so i aim’t been doin’ shows, ain’t made no checks up on this checklist
so let’s investigate the mess that vex is in
swallowin’ alcohol, feelin’ the burn as it caresses his throat
no hope, tryin’ to find a proper exit
it’s messin’ me, gettin’ me when i feel at my best, it’s
dragging me down, i think i need an intervention
everything’s collecting, and did i mention?
i fell into it with a temptress
let it get the best of me, best believe when i say it was ecstasy, but
i wasn’t aware of all the stress i’d bring
let it build up, let it fill up, let it get to festering
i’ve been struggling, asking myself what’s next then
i thought i lost a lot, but did i learn my lesson?

(hook)

(verse 2)
this isn’t a cry for help and this isn’t me begging
this is me venting over something that i let slip
it’s where my head dips into negative messes
of how i wrecked it, stretched around, it left me breathless
i showed more emotion than i should show
a colder shoulder thrown at me over and over
thought i could have froze
thought we would have rose above the commotion
but it would grow older
hold up, this boulder’s folding down til i fold up
i lost control of emotion, something like bipolar
i gave it everything i had and still she tried and stole it
this boulder fell next to me, uncessfully i tried to roll it
away, but i put myself right in its path
and i fell down and got rolled over
this damage is the result of my actions
a lack of planning
a fragile man who fell by his own hand
a dramatic mad-at-the-world man
an addict to his ex-girlfriend
traumatic and he can’t stand it
it’s frantic inside this whirlwind

(hook)

(verse 3)
the first two verses that you heard
were written a couple of months ago
and i thought by now, i thought by now
i’d have something that i could show
but i ain’t left no room
no room left for the love to grow, so
what do i do now? i just don’t f-ckin’ know
and where am i at now? i guess i’m stuck below
but you can bet your -ss i left room for trouble to grow
and i’m cooped up now inside of this bubble will hold
me as i struggle to go through this
usin’ music as something therapeutic
i’m feeling useless, verbally abusive
as this noose slips around my neck
when i wake up in the middle of the night in my bed
drenched in a cold sweat, soaked in regret
feeling like i’m just so f-ckin’ lost and thoughtless
like i don’t know what caused this
like i can’t get my mind off of you
and what can i say? i did it all for you
i had nothing but love to f-ckin’ offer you

(hook)

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