
wax - shit i used to do lyrics
[verse 1]
forty+somethin’ years old, can’t believe i got here
so many reasons why i should be f+ckin’ not here
so many memories, most of them not clear
so many nights drunk drivin’, went and got beer
at one fifty five, tryna race against the clock
runnin’ stop signs doin’ eighty down the block
i probably should be paralyzed, dead, or in jail
the fact i’m free and walkin’ is a head+verse+a+tail
i should have seized opportunities that i squandered
should have been focused, instead, my mind wandered
depressеd and aloof is what the booze made mе
suicidal thoughts in my mind, they would plague me
i’m glad i lasted long enough to change my ways
a lot of people i knew, they can’t say that phrase
i walked on a tightrope as best as i could
now i’m good, f+ck, i jinxed it, knock on wood, uh
[chorus]
all the sh+t i used to do
can’t believe i made it through
all the things i used to say
i’d never say that sh+t today
[verse 2]
i’m glad i’m a musician, i’m not a politician
so i can say “i’m sorry” without everybody b+tchin’
some of my old lyrics, i be cringin’ while i’m listenin’
wondering why this sh+t is so d+mn misogynistic
calling women b+tches like a million times a minute
makes me not wanna hear the rest and just skip it
maybe it’d be different if i was actually pimpin’
but i wasn’t, i was sittin at my house alone drinkin’
words that would slander other people’s way on livin’
an old, idiotic h0m+phobic way of thinkin’
a weak fella tryna portray a strong image
a mask of masculinity to hide who the true b+tch is
when people seek forgiveness, it don’t make me upset
i said some sh+t this morning i already regret
there’s nothing set in stone but a stone
i don’t say, “i’ve stuck to my guns,” i say, “i’ve learned, and i’ve grown”
[chorus]
all the sh+t i used to do
can’t believe i made it through
all the things i used to say
i’d never say that sh+t today
(play some funky sh+t, i gotta urinate)
[trumpet solo]
[verse 3]
yo, my life will be ending soon
they say your body is a temple, mine’s the temple of impending doom
my back, my knees, but mostly my shoulder
they all fall apart and go to sh+t as i get older
i used to skateboard, and my mind plays tricks on me
i skateboard now and think i still got the tricks in me
muscle memory, i see it so vividly
i can do it mentally but can’t do it physically
i used to be agile, now i’m fragile
went from athletic to decrepit and pathetic
i used to be free and wild, soon, i’ll be senile
at the senior citizen center tryin’ to freestyle
spittin’ on the nurse while i’m sittin’ on a bedpan
tellin’ her, “you know, lady, i was once signed to def jam”
tumors abound when i get my head scanned
then, i’m a dead man, d+mn
[chorus]
all the sh+t i used to do
can’t believe i made it through
all the things i used to say
i’d never say that sh+t today
[outro]
aw, sh+t!
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