weeping wound - withdrawal symptoms lyrics
i don’t wanna die
but the bottle is my home
i don’t want to be touched
is it my fault is it my fault
is it mine
no
i could never find the words –
there’s no cure for awkward
drink until it hurts
i’m embarr-ssed
a gallon between me and the world
my irresponsible responses:
belligerent and impatient
all adds to harm and foul; shame
cutting myself
displace my focus
i am heaving begging for sp-ce
bleeding, i’m torn by a different me
deflate the urge to complain
i accept the blade
swallow the dirt
it doesn’t hurt
not when my thoughts are secured
but i’m never secure
am i supposed to be?
i’m paranoid and can’t sleep
kolonipan, liquor &&& fate
ingesting all of my mistakes
push them onto the floor
i couldn’t keep them down
shaking and swelling
i’m not convinced i deserve to be sober
chew on chunks of mirror
to show i really regret it
i just want to be approached without the intent to disrobe
the expectation to drink ’til i’m numb –
ready to make you c-m
no one ever gave a sh-t
i’m drunk
i’m easy
between you and the reaper my body means nothing
so take it & don’t give it back
i’m not sure it was mine to begin with
all they ever seem to say – “you wanna f-ck me?”
but hear that boil in my chest –
don’t you f-cking touch me
i don’t want it don’t need it leaves me repeating my burning sensation bible and a bottle in my pillow case
i wish i was sleeping
i can feel the burn
i feel it burn
and i’ll feel it
i feel it
don’t wanna feel no more
forced to lay –
to keep peace in the bottle
until the stench is vulgar
i’m disgusting and i know it and i’m sorry but i can’t stop
i’m sorry
momma
love me
dead
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