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wyler adair - 3am lyrics

[verse 1]
yo, i’m writing this at 3am
why the f+ck did i decide to pick up the pen again
yeah, and loves a feeling that i won’t ever get
standing on the edge of the world, always feeling regret
yeah
see, i don’t handle pain well
but i guess that’s what’s expected when you’re chained to a wall
yeah, that’s what my minds like
never seeing daylight
always being in fright
my mind can never be right
[verse 2]
falling short of your calls
tryna assess all those wounds
left back at my place
and we can’t find your shoes
we’re lost and we’re found
tryna dig out of this ground
got demons all around
now we’re bound to look down
depressive states
yeah, i got 50 of ’em
they come all around
and make me forget where i’m from
’cause they don’t want you to act like a normal guy
they wanna make you crazy, make you traumatised
they wanna make you the one that time forgot
make it seem like you left this earth way before the jot
yeah, ’cause i can’t afford the money for all of this therapy
and even if i could i only get seen once a week
what am i suppose to do in all that time inbetween
what if i have a negative thought with obstructional means
yeah, ’cause depressions taking over my mind
i don’t know what i’m doing half the time
my mind is constantly pressing decline
i feel like it’s the end of my time
[verse 3]
it don’t matter how much you have in that bank account
the pain will always find its way to make you count
how many blessings you been sharing
how many blessings you been keeping
and how many times did you do the right amount
yeah, i often think what if my life turned around
would i still live with a massive frown
yeah, my mental didn’t get any better
i just got better at hiding it
yeah, i write my best when i’m at my lowest
maybe that’s why the sad songs always pop off the most
but i can’t keep living like this

[outro]
today was the absolute worst day ever
and don’t try to convince me that
there’s something good in every day
because, when you take a closer look
this world is a pretty evil place
even if
some goodness does shine through once in a while
satisfaction and happiness don’t last
and it’s not true that
it’s all in the mind and heart
because
true happiness can be attained
only if one’s surroundings are good
it’s not true that good exists
i’m sure you can agree that
the reality
creates
my attitude
it’s all beyond my control
and you’ll never in a million years hear me say that
today was a very good day
now read it from bottom to top

- wyler adair lyrics

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