x-el - interlude lyrics
my life has been changing a lot
in these past months, is these past years
but i’m still sitting and writing in the dark
time is slow, but it’s faster than light years
i’ve been fighting to find myself
rome wasn’t built in a day
so why do i feel like i should be so much farther ahead than i am in my current state?!
that’s been the thought
roaming around in my head that i can’t kick
for a moment i was thinking to myself, like
what’s my passion? is it really this?
i went a month or two without writing even a dot or line on my pad of paper
then with depression, i was falling apart
self destructing myself as my own biggest hater
then one day i sat and listened to еvery song that i had ever madе
and it brought something back to my heart i was missing
i wish i could give to you what i was feeling
i felt like i could break through the ceiling
and n0body on this planet could ever conceal it
conceal the healing i was being gifted
i felt as if i was infinite!
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