
xan griffin - searching lyrics
feels like my whole life’s in a disarray
i say i’m alright but honestly, i’m not okay
what happened to the head i had on my shoulders
i guess this is what happens when you’re getting older
at 17 i thought i had it all figured out
doing music is the only thing i dreamed about
but all the passion i had it seemed to leave me
feels like my soul departed from my body
so now i fill that void with s+x and drugs
psychedelic f+cking and smokin’ on nugs
thinking that it’s gonna reignite that fire
burning desire, i’m lost and now i’m
(chorus) x2
searching for, for the answers
i can’t cope, with this cancer
lost no hope
maybe i should end it all
(verse 2)
i know what i have is a blessin’
if i’m being grateful why the f+ck am i stressin’
maybe it’s the universe tryna teach me a lesson
that things get harder once you graduate adolescence
this sh+t is taking a toll on my personal life
making me bitter towards my girl and family i –
never knew what depression would ever feel like
until i lost my drive
i’m soundin’ like a motherf+cking drama queen
just want you to know how much this means to me
music’s my oxygen and i cannot breathe
looking for inspiration so now i’m
(chorus) x2
searching for, for the answers
i can’t cope, with this cancer
lost no hope
maybe i should end it all
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