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xanderhgx - low quality life lyrics

[intro]
you ever feel like
like no matter what you do
you’re just stuck?
like life’s some sick joke
and you’re the punchline?
yeah, me too

[verse 1]
my family’s poor, my dad’s always out
and my mom talks sh+t then screams and shouts
i can’t breathe without catchin’ heat
every word i say gets flipped on me
i’m fifteen, yeah, but i feel twice that
and i’m sick of cryin’ with my head in my lap
slapped in the face just for talkin’ back
but i never raised my voice and she still snapped
told her i’d rather live with dad and she flipped
tried to takе my phone, like that’ll fix sh+t
apologized just so wе wouldn’t fight
but that don’t mean i slept right that night

[chorus 1]
this low quality life got me barely holdin’ on
feelin’ like i’m wrong just for bein’ strong
world’s fallin’ apart and i’m stuck in the heat
i feel so f+cking weak, it’s f+cking tiring
feels like everyone i need just leaves
one by one, they all walked out
now silence is the only thing i’m talkin’ ‘bout
this low quality life, nah, this ain’t livin’
just breathin’, breakin’, barely existing
[verse 2]
court date got pushed, tension’s high
parents argue with me standin’ nearby
i ain’t even sixteen, but i know this game
they don’t care who’s right, they just want the name
who gets paid, who gets more
they don’t see the kid caught between that war
government gets a cut from the broken homes
so they split us up and just throw the bones
and now we broke, mom might cut my line
so if i go dark, don’t think i’m fine
i’m just another number in a messed+up state
just another burden that they wanna sedate

[verse 3]
i cussed at the ceiling and asked, “why me?”
i don’t feel jesus, i just feel empty
if there’s a god, he ain’t checked in
just watchin’ me break again and again
monica was there, now she’s not
said the age gap made things feel off
she was the last person i could vent to
now i scroll through texts i can’t send to
i got one real friend, odin’s still down
but even he can’t lift me off this ground
and i know i sound cold, but i’m just tired
these dreams i had? already expired
[chorus 2]
this low quality life, it’s all i’ve known
tryna build peace in a broken home
i feel so f+cking weak, it’s f+cking tiring
feels like everyone i need just leaves
and i don’t want pity, i want a way out
but for now, i just scream when no one’s around
low quality life, still stuck in the pit
but i spit these bars ‘cause i refuse to quit

[outro]
if you hear this
just know i tried
not for attention
not for fame
just so someone else knows they’re not the only one
that maybe they ain’t crazy
maybe they’re just human

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