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xénothecreator - untitled 1226 lyrics

shawty said that i confuse love as enablement
now i need a couple minutes
scr+ping at the bottom of the barrel for messages to affirm my descent into darkness
i’m still searching for an ace and got all 52 cards
my poker face ain’t the greatest and self reliance is hard
so i make tons of excuses and tell myself that i’m useless
ultimately i feel stupid and like i’m wasting a life
frantically sifting through the sand i’m in a rush to survive
who am i without this pain that i’ve identified with
when did i become so distant from my brothers
just talked to one and he said that it’s kool
and i know he the best of us
i couldn’t let him leave
before he knew how proud of him i was
at a crossroads
i had me some more growing up to do
and to my other brother
i remember growing up with you
wish we could a been closer
but i been lost in myself
and i was born with too much pride
to ever ask you for help
y’all be smoking to get faded
i be smoking till i’m shaking
got me contemplating grown man choices
whatever can keep the dragons at bay
and every night is the same
festered in hatred
i severed the hand that fed with a lightsaber
pray that the the lesson can last
mind your emotions
study the hubris of higo demask
blood is thin as ink and i could write a f+ckin check with that
life could be so simple if my mental never held me back
if i ain’t give a d+mn about my family name
if i ain’t have the need to understand every little thing
if i wasn’t conditioned and addicted to melancholy and drugs
base my sense of success off what other n+ggas have done
to get a piece of the pie
i think a piece of the sky
is falling down from my eyes
in the form of blood in my tears
and it’s been so many years
of tryna vanquish my fears
but nothing matters like lauryn hill
looked through zion’s eyes
now i finally get how lauryn feel
tell him you love him the most
show him through actions
that you’ll protect him wherever he go
teach him to weather the blows
teach him respect for the world
teach him respect for himself and love for his people
you a man now
every choice you make is integral
to set examples for the up and coming
stare into galaxy eyes
where do your loyalties lie
feel the true presence of god
stick to the code
water the roses
and get to the cash
cherish the present
trust in the future
let go of the past
trust in the will of allah
shower the blessings in love
everything led to this moment
living for more than you are
ark of the covenant found
everything beautiful now

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