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xersize - decennium lyrics

i’ve contemplated if i’m dedicated, where i’m headed
would it matter if i’m alive or dead, i’ve wasted
my potential with the wrong people, i never waited
jumping in head first to test the water, they said

“homie you got this. so what if people never get it?”
it matters to me because that’s why i penned it
pour my heart and my soul upon the paper, i bled
bits and piеces of me are forеver stuck inside your head

if you listened, i mean if you really listened
to the words in my songs, i think they paint a picture
it’s not always sunny in my mind, it’s not philly
but if you feel me you begin to see the real me
the guy behind the words, the man who always sees the worst
the dude that’s always feeling cursed, always shaken never stirred
always seen as real disturbed, this has gotten so absurd
i guess it must have not occurred to some that i stay undeterred

can’t phase me, nothing really gets to me
except the things inside my head, just mentally
i’m not fine, but you wouldn’t know by looking at me
i got a great big smile, so i guess visually

i’m just a goofball, i laugh it up and trudge on
but in my heart of hearts i know that something’s going on
something is wrong, and i really don’t know what
i mean, it sucks but i just have got to suck it up

i might be stuck, but that’s not gonna stop me
i look around and see no rapper that tops me
so i decided that i’d come at them at top speed
you can try to block me but you can never rock me

you’re not a challenge, even when you’re at your best
you’re not on my level, so go ahead and take my test
but if you fail then i do to you like all the rest
put you in a pile and i’ll put you all to rest

look, i’m not trying to sound arrogant
i just know that i am better than
the vast majority in sweden, that is evident
if you just listen to my tracks, there’s your evidence
but it’s scr+w+ng with my mind when i am seeing that
all my hard work’s being ignored, you ain’t feeling that?
you ever felt that way, when what you’re working for
isn’t working out, you’re being shaken to your core?

but joke’s on you, it simply makes me work more
i will stand in front of my mic until my throat is sore
i will write rhymes ’till i can’t write no more
and i will plan a tour that’s longer than two of yours

but honestly, i don’t care about the fame
money’s not my goal, if it was i’d be insane
i just wanna be able to do this everyday
without worrying about rent or how i’m gonna pay it

it’s been a pain, it’s not easy being indie
but i just can’t give up, it isn’t in me
even my friends have doubts, they can’t see
the vision that i have, but i really believe

that hard work and sacrifice eventually pays of
and if it doesn’t, then sh+t, i guess i’m lost
without a paddle in sh+t’s creek, it gets deep
the future might be bleak and filled with mystique

but i’m not gonna stop until the day that i reach my peak
i won’t put down my map until i find what i seek
i will search until the day where i’m too weak
to physically move on, so gimme your critique
you will see the day when what i create is everywhere
and before you start complaining that life ain’t fair
just remember, i’ve been in this game for ten years
i don’t got no more time to waste on my inner fears

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