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xiomara blackstock - obsessive cumpulsive disorder lyrics

[intro]
yo, i think there’s something seriously wrong with me
and i can’t tell you
like, i have these thoughts about getting raped by my p.e teacher
like this is a f+cking hentai
c’mon b+st+rd!

[verse 1]
blood and guts on the floor
burn your hands on the stove!

or slit your wrist about 10 times!

petitive activity
makes these thoughts leave me be!
i don’t have a moral compass
nor do i trust my better judgment!

i really need a therapist
my brain needs some special assist
and i see myself awaiting trial

these thoughts are sick
i’m immoral
give my boyfriend’s dad some oral!
i’m a good person
i swear on it
i would never do this sh+t
rituals will stop the bad thoughts
cut my boyfriend’s p+n+s head off!

my therapist sent me away
away to guantanamo bay
she said i’m totally insane
she said i’m totally insane!

[chorus]
oh, oh, oh, oh+oh!
what is going on in my brain!

[speaking]
(“what the f+ck is wrong with her?”)
why can’t no one understand me!
(“you’re a f+cking rapist!”)
i can’t control what’s in my f+cking head!

i’m a victim of my own mind!
(i want to murder and k!ll a pregnant lady)
i feel like i’m f+cking trapped in my own mind!
i feel like my own f+cking brain is raping me
[chorus]
oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh+oh!
oh, oh, oh
oh, oh, oh, oh+oh!

[verse 2]
to stop this h+ll i must create
an inner world i can escape
it’s in my mind and it will take me
to a place that’s nice and safe
me and my man are on a date
we went to a breakfast café
and suddenly, i start to think
what if i just p+ssed in his face?

no, that is not the godd+mn plot (yes it is)
why can’t my mind stay on plot? (‘cause you like it)
i’m trying to erase this part
stop replaying that f+cking part!
i’m tired of this f+cking day
my mind keeps forcing me to play (don’t put this on me!)
i need to be sent far away (you do!)
away to guantanamo bay
because these thoughts won’t go away
no matter what i do or say
(what is going on in my brain!)
it’s literally the end of the song (yeah, no sh+t sherlock)
do i not get to understand what is wrong? (can somebody please tell me what the f+ck is wrong with me?)
i open the diagnosis papers from my doctors and see
that i definitely have ocd?

- xiomara blackstock lyrics

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