xluno - attempts at death lyrics
[chorus]
how do you not want me dead?
honestly, i hate this so much, i’m sick of living like this mess
, and you’re the only thing that’s keeping me here
without you, i’d be gone (f+ck)
[verse 1]
i write you letters because i love you
one day, the letter i send will be a suicide note
i don’t want you having to live with my troubles
i hate it enough
i’m sorry if i’ve done something wrong that
makes you hate me, i’ve been trying for too long now
i don’t think this sh+t will fix
[chorus]
how do you not want me dead?
honеstly, i hate this so much, i’m sick of living like this mess
and you’re the only thing that’s keeping me here
without you, i’d be gone (f+ck)
[verse 2]
i’m tired of hiding behind these lines i write
feels like every word goes unnoticed, am i right?
i’m still here, yeah, but i’m barely hanging on
just hoping you’re the reason i don’t feel gone
[chorus]
how do you not want me dead?
honestly, i hate this so much, i’m sick of living like this mess
and you’re the only thing that’s keeping me here
without you, i’d be gone (f+ck)
[bridge]
i love you, there’s probably like 70 pages worth of letters
i love you, i still have done attempts at death
those words will probably be in the next letter
[chorus]
how do you not want me dead?
honestly, i hate this so much, i’m sick of living like this mess
and you’re the only thing that’s keeping me here
without you, i’d be gone (f+ck)
how do you not want me dead?
honestly, i hate this so much, i’m sick of living like this mess
and you’re the only thing that’s keeping me here
without you, i’d be gone (f+ck)
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