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xluno - it's a cruel reality lyrics

[verse 1]
i knew this day was coming, but d+mn, it hurts this way
living every day like i’m slipping away
people ask me, “why the h+ll are you so down?”
but if they could see inside, they’d never want this crown
they laugh, they smile, they don’t see the cracks
acting like i’m fine when i’m barely intact
if they could feel what’s tearing me apart
they’d see the sh+t that constantly eats my heart out

[chorus]
so here it is—words i know you don’t wanna hear me say
but i love you, yeah, in the worst kind of way
i don’t wanna lose you, don’t wanna see you leave
but i’m suicidal, and i know it’s hard to beliеve
my world’s gone dark, i’m choking on this pain
stuck in this nightmare i can’t еxplain
yeah, it’s a cruel reality i live in every day

[verse 2]
you tell me to keep fighting, that i’m too strong to quit
but d+mn, the voices don’t just stop, they don’t let me sit
everyone else just keeps playing their games
while i’m wrestling demons they don’t wanna name
you say i’m brave, that i’m better than this
but what if i’m too far gone, what if strength’s a myth?
i wish you could see through this wall i put up
but it’s not that easy when you’re this messed up
[bridge]
november 9, yeah, i mark it every year
the day this life went up in flames, nothing’s clear
born on a date i’d erase if i could
thrown in a world that’s never felt good

[chorus]
so here it is—words i know you don’t wanna hear me say
but i love you, yeah, in the worst kind of way
i don’t wanna lose you, don’t wanna see you leave
but i’m suicidal, and i know it’s hard to believe
my world’s gone dark, i’m choking on this pain
stuck in this nightmare i can’t explain
yeah, it’s a cruel reality i live in every day

[instrumental]

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