ymm eman - life lyrics
chorus:
growing up i didn’t really live the best life
you know i even had some doubts id never get a wife
i even had some thoughts of cutting with the knife
my daddy left me when in months i was two
i didn’t have everything i wanted i didn’t live life just like you
then i saw it through
some guy who married my mom who always showed me the view
the way life went and i knew it was true
true that mostly every night he’d come home drunk with the crew
stopped and taken by the police , it was just a clue
a clue of why you wouldn’t wanna step into my shoe
verse 1:
the day he got out he vowed to us “i will change” is what he said
and ever since that day he kept the house over my head
thinking we’d be outside n getting bread
but nah man we out there fighting the justice instead
my daddy was this close of being deported, and i just wanted to be dead
without him i wouldn’t have a future ahead
he’s the one who fed and he’s the one who spent
spent his cash just to keep us where we belong
he looked back and saw that what he did was wrong
he carried my family through both thick n thin, he is a hero with no cape that’s why he was always strong
n people always have the urge to ask
like emanuel how comes every time you walk through those doors you look so sad
let me just tell you this , i never had the things that you had
i never had the things to make me happy that’s why i was never glad
verse 2:
until the day he came out of jail life was different with my step dad
the only reason i do this is to put my family high
people will tell you i’m not good that is just a lie
people always say i’m not worth it, but atleast i try
always have a smile on my face like why?
cause then i always feared of how i would die
never leave me stuck or i’ll leave you out in the drought so dry
souring up above like i’m in the sky
don’t text me man i won’t reply
always hated and doubted until you ran out, but don’t look at me man i’m not your supply
i’m rocking all these bands like i’m fly
like lil skies
they always talk about me now cause i’m that guy
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