yna pineda - kin lyrics
bottled it up every time
you told me to swallow my pride
but you never let yours down
instead you made sure that i drowned
we were much smaller than you
what more did you have to prove?
i catered to all of the lies
and every wound that had been disguised
with words that lingered on and burned
ebbing like waves
and a tide i can’t escape
oh it finds me when i’m at my worst
so i dive head+first
but don’t you think i tried my best
to be еverything you wanted?
i carried all of thе burdens
that comes with being your kid
i hate when everybody says
that parts of me look like you
i wonder if inside my eyes
she sees you too
i wish i stayed as the first
but as time went on she turned
and chose somebody else’s side
n0body noticed i was dying
and i was hanging by a thread
(i was losing)
once a home and now a dead end
it’s a shame that i didn’t bleed
(you weren’t looking)
maybe then you finally would see
but i made sure to leave no trace
’cause i couldn’t bear
to see my sister’s face
but even with four different walls
your shadows claim them all
but don’t you think i tried my best
to be everything you wanted?
i carried all of the burdens
that comes with being your kid
i hate when everybody says
that parts of me look like you
i wonder if inside my eyes
she sees you too
but don’t think you’ve won
i fought my hardest
did all my healing just to harvest my heart
broken and damaged
i did it for her
that’s how i manage
now i’m miles away
celebrating my birthday
god at twenty+two
still writing things about you
but i guess that’s how it is
the cost of trying to outlive
scars that you left engraved
did you ever feel sorry
for all of my pain?
’cause i know that i tried my best
to be everything you wanted
i carried all of the burdens
that comes with being your kid
i hate when everybody says
that parts of me look like you
i wonder if inside my eyes
she saw you too
when i hurt her just like you did
god i really am my father’s kin
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