yzdot & graavy - hell of a year lyrics
[verse 1]
what’s the point of fightin’ life if you die in the end
what’s the point of a god if we’re made to sin
i’ll repent ’til the end but ill do it again
i just can’t see a life where i’m out of my head
some wanna see me thrive, others wanna see me dead
said is said, done is done but i don’t wanna be left
try to be a good person, but they’ll use you again
and i can’t lose again, i’m not made to fail, look
2025 was one h+ll of a year
better said, ’25 was h+ll in a year
the last couple months i’vе been off the pills
but it might be time to usе again, d+mn
said it might be time to repress my mind
with the rhymes i write and ignore the signs
of my life’s decline and the endless nights
turn to endless pints, d+mn
[hook]
i got a bad habit and i’m plannin’ to keep it
blackin’ out feels better than sleepin’
stayin down feels better than dreamin’
a kid with a dream is a new thing to see
but his shoulders heavy with the demons
i just wanna see my mom not sleepless
i just wanna see my life had meaning
had meaning, look
[verse 2]
out of sight out of mind that’s how i been livin’
i feel stuck in a rut ‘cus my brain is a prison
i’m mentally different considering the people my age
they been chillin’ and vibin’ while i be writing my pages
writing my scripts, my will and my eulogy
got my life planned out real foolishly
if it fails, i don’t know what id do to me
say you care about me, you ain’t foolin’ me
i got 99 problems but i’m full of me
and the sh+t that i do ain’t fulfilling me
bringing me down to a state where its hard to breathe
hard to be me in a sea full of grief
see me in the backseat of my own destiny
peaked but my whole life still is ahead of me
hard to be free when the stands filled with enemies
and when the people indebted me are dead to me
[hook]
i got a bad habit and i’m plannin’ to keep it
blackin’ out feels better than sleepin’
stayin down feels better than dreamin’
a kid with a dream is a new thing to see
but his shoulders heavy with the demons
i just wanna see my mom not sleepless
i just wanna see my life had meaning
had meaning
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