zebbyt - live my life lyrics
people think they living a hard life
take a step into my shoes and ask me why i’m still livin
i feel like a f-ck up everyday
i’m a waste of f-cking breathe i say
well i’m right
living a day as me
you will see that i’m not free
everyone sees me as a happy and quiet girl
truth is i hide the tears, cause i’m a clown
i’m wearing a mask to hide my feels
keep a smile, that’s the deal
i cry myself to sleep every night
wandering if my future will be bright
f-ck no, i just might die
all these people that say the care
won’t even give a f-ck when i’m not there
i told you i’d cry and die for you
but i’m starting to take that back
my homie saying you fake as f-ck
i believe it now you treat me like i’m less than a buck
i lost so many people in my life
i’m starting to say goodbye
i don’t need all you fake f-ckers
i don’t got much real friends anymore
but the ones that are still here i give a f-ck about
i’d name them people just to make it clear
i got javy who gots my back through our good and bad times
i got timeria who is like a sister
i got brian who is like my brother
i’d name one more person
but we ain’t even talkin
you can say that i’m stressed, when i’m actually depressed
i have so many problems, not even a counselor helps
i hold a knife to my wrists, and i wish they were slit
is it a problem to be suicidal at such a young age?
i don’t give a f-ck, cause those thoughts are in my head anyways
i think about so many things it ain’t no lie
not always about me, it’s you too
but it’s me k!lling you
i hear the church bell
it’s time for me to go to h-ll
you can’t save me at my death, cause it’s so unexpected
i can k!ll myself at any time
it’ll take away all this pain
if i was to do die today no one would cry
i won’t see a visit at my grave
i would like to say i’d watch from above
but i’ll be burning down below
i feel the demon inside of me
it’s starting to k!ll me very slowly
it feeds off my pain, my happiness
my love, and my hate
not even a smile can stay up on my face
every tear drop that falls makes my demon strong
i became more of a b-tch
what can i say i’m a bad -ss witch
i don’t listen to what people gotta say
i make my own rules and play my own game
here i am another day
my heart still beating and i’m still breathing
going through what i go through everyday
don’t say you live that hard life
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