zimm - surface lyrics
[intro]
say your dead race
when you answer
guess you, darling, you partake in love
[verse 1]
sometimes i question god
and all the problems that he sent to me
i watched my mother suffer
that got burned into my memory
darkness in my heart, it’s hard for me to find serenity
i’m caught between my future and my self+destructive tendencies
dealing with my problems through a series of avoidance
the boy who wanted family was seen as an annoyance
afraid to show his gifts becausе his energy got stolen
now hе’s desperate for a place to call home for just a moment
when no gives a f+ck, you start repressing your emotions
and the bottle that i keep inside, i learned to hold an ocean
’cause it’s easier to run away then try to cope with
all the memories inside my head that i am so encroached with
it’s hard to ask for help when you don’t feel that you deserve it
i never asked for much and never needed to be perfect
but all my imperfections are the things that make me nervous
i gave it everything and then got treated like i’m worthless
every single scar i have is deeper than the surface
and the smile i have is fake
’cause deep inside i’m truly hurtin’
life without a purpose, haven’t found one
i’m still searching in the world that’s truly cold and filled with evil
it’s disturbing
now i try to fill the void with temporary means
know the castle that i sit in ain’t as pretty as it seems
the walls around me close and they crackin’ at the seams
and i’m constantly reminded of the things i’ll never be
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