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21prodigy - its okay (1-800-273-8255) lyrics

(verse 1: 21prodigy)
man, sixth grade, couple years ago
i was living life, i was rapping and had that k!ller flow
i had plenty of friends, and was with my best bro
towards the end i started seeing changes
acne started, it was coming in fazes
and i was weird, my friends thought i was insane man
my mind was spinning like a fan
hormones like my sister, all bipolar and sh-t
seventh grade ran around, new school and i was looking to fit
met a couple of good n-ggas, that were there when i needed them
thought i found the love of my life, but that was some bullsh-t
she cheated on me and dated a friend of mine, f-ck that dumb b-tch
i started cutting, my life fell to h-ll, those n-ggas left and i was starting to lose it
i moved away again, looking for a new life
and it started to go good, i was living life just how i like
but as they say, history is doomed to repeat itself, and that’s right
sh-t started up again, my life was becoming under-fire
i tried to tell my parents and my story just got denied
so i called the suicide hotline and tried to get some advice
they picked up and transferred the call to a girl who said

(verse 2: 21prodigy)
and that was it
i was starting to feel happy again
8th and 9th grade went around with nothing said
but it came back
the feelings i had were really bad
every night i went to bed, never happy, always sad
i would get random memories and get really mad
one night i received a message from a kid
he started texting me and calling me sh-t
so i opened the window and pushed out the screen
jumped out onto the street
i slipped and fell down to my knees
it started raining, my surroundings were h-lla hard to see
i stood up and started running, ducking and moving through all the trees
this is not who my mom wanted me to be
i slowed to a walk, then my phone started to ring
it was my mom, i threw the phone into the forest, too foggy to see far it would be
i kept jogging through the trees
stumbled up a hill, thinking it’ll be better to see
i reached the top
saw 2 lights and took a hit from a car
(music plays)
i awoke to the sound of shuffling feet
i shuffled around, looked down and seen the white bed sheet
i had no idea where i could be
there was a mask on, one of those that are used to help you to breathe
i thought i was alone so i closed my eyes and i as i was just beginning to dream
i heard my mom next to me as she was beginning to speak

(chorus: lil beefy)
take a deep breath, close your eyes life is not fair but you still have to try
when you fall down pick yourself back up, today may be bad but tomorrow’s a new start
don’t cry
you’re alive
don’t cry
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if you ever feel like you aren’t worthy to be alive, or that you feel just not alive in general, please give a call to 1-800-273-8255. they are there to help you, and don’t think, “oh their just doing this for money.” these people are volunteers, so their taking their spare and extra times to help you! not anyone else, just you. someone commits suicide every 40 seconds around the world, and 2014 studies show that 44,000 people took their lives in the us alone. help us bring that number down, by calling the hotline for you, or recommending it to someone you know

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