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4 minute sermons – mental asylum lyrics

(verse 1)

i try to help people but the truth is i end up hurting everyone i love everyone i cherish/
i’m sorry i couldn’t be there for you when you slid the knife across your stomach/
i can hear the voices that voices my choices boy this song is getting pretty heavy/
not even god could erase my sins he could only atone them/
please uncle mike come back dang it, where is the phone when/
oh wait i guess can’t call him where he is at, i’m scared to think where he might be at/
or it might be that, i feel the guilt of not being able to help him when i showed him “forbidden speech”
2 months before he died/
when he ignored the line/
once again in sure it’s my/

fault for how i stacked the lines/
or how i stacked the rhymes/
maybe he didn’t hear me out/
here we go again i can hear the voices telling me to grab the razor/
should i tell her after i do it?/
why? so she will do it too then?/
nah i’ve bury this song for the past 3 years, more liked the rest of my life/
i always knew if i ever talked about this i would never get any type of wife/
uh…there goes the guilt again i guess then i gotta shutup and grab my knife/
how i can i love when i got so many scars it hurts to put my arm around her/
now the voices are getting louder/
i feel them getting more power/

(verse 2)

11 years old i never knew what existed on the internet/
if only i had a filter when that p-rn opened on my interweb/
i still blame my parents for not giving me a filter that would filter it/
i never even knew that stuff existed, or that i needed a filter yet/
i would have given everything if i could go back and have a filter set/
the addiction of an addiction was the only prescription i prescribed/
and like a drug every time i looked at p-rn apart of me unforgivingly died/
the burning hunger for more burned a hole like a lighter in my soul/

it was a godless process of cl1cking on tabs that said watch this/
then i go into the bathroom balling my eyes out looking up crying out/
to god can you help me, but only today cause tomorrow is a relaspe/
i didn’t know how to see past the daily struggle and cycle of trying/
here comes the razor and the voices as i try to battle and fight them/
as evil as they are i’m reminded in the end i’m just like them/
i can’t see outside this prison i just here the voices on the outside crying/
i still wonder if this is a lifetime sentence to this mental asylum/

(verse 3)

ya! 4 walls, the room is empty, i hear screaming outside my door/
the first 2 versus were me reflecting why i’m here on the floor/
i keep i dairy i call them my albums you could say this is part 4/
i knew i had to make this part since after this there aren’t anymore/
i look around my cell and see bad memories since that’s all that’s allowed/
every time i turn i see new ones i could just keep turning around/
i hear familiar sounds but well get back to that in another track/
for now the fact remains i remain in here handcuffed taped and trapped/
remembering the praise i got for breaking records and winning t-tles/
while demons and angels were screaming in my head like opposing rivals/
even tho i’m alone in this asylum it houses a thousand regrets/
they come into my cell and torture me i never know what is next/
i’ve heard the rumors that people have gotten out of this place/
but when you’ve never seen it done you dont know how to escape/
and the whispers that give you hope you only spit in their face/
i guess i’ll forever be tortured since this asylum holds the keys to my fate/

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