a.yoni jeffries – ocd lyrics
sometimes the pain doesn’t go away
we just find a new way to nurture it
i remember
i remember everything
your mumbling
your stuttering
i understand you were scared and got this cold, cold shoulder
turn your back on your daughter
to have kisses of your lover
i remember
my heart turned cold as december
i have high hopes
i know the moon glows in the dark during winter
i know you’ll say forgiveness is the way
what’s the price i paid to harbor this pain
i got this ocd
can’t sleep cus the cycles go constantly
ocd
to deal with the remnants of these memories
ocd
my mind is trapping me
ocd
but i’m living
i count everyday, all day
when i okay, when im afraid
everything, a pattern, a test and trial
and no one understands
when i try to get it out
i go… baseboards, window panes, eyes and ears
am i insane?
mailboxes, light post
man, am i a freak show?
toes, shoes, mops, brooms
eyelashes and rocks too
no one will understand it like i do
i got this ocd
can’t sleep cus the cycles go constantly
i got this ocd
to deal with the remnants of these memories
ocd
my mind is trapping me
ocd
but i’m living
i was present for the secrets
hush now, don’t let no one hear them
always been real good at their keepin’
until eventually i begin to feel it
i keep my feelings in
and people out
i never know where these thoughts go
can’t slow it down
not on my own
i got this ocd
can’t sleep cus the cycles go constantly
i got this ocd
to deal with the remnants of these memories
ocd
my mind is trapping me
ocd
but i’m living
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