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adarsh - dark thoughts lyrics

[verse 1]:
yeah i’m still alive, people say i’m blessed
i was so close, dying would’ve been the best
a burden to my parents, a burden to my friends
a burden all the time, to everybody, till the end
too much f+cking pain
itll always be the same
and i ain’t got another choice except to play the game
i didn’t choose to live so i can’t choose to die
so now i’m just alive for the sake of being alive
i don’t wanna die, but i don’t really wanna live
existence is a chore but it is what it is
no goals for me to meet
but songs for me to try
livin life on autopilot, that’s just how i fly
whatever happens gonna happen, time is flyin by
time is flyin by
and im just tryna waste time
yeah i just wanna waste time
my life is a movie, if i saw the trailer
i would never buy the ticket, feeling like a failure
feeling like a failure with everything i do
i would’ve k!lled myself but i don’t ever wanna hurt you
talkin bout my problems as if people understand
don’t wanna let this episode define who i am
but im never gonna forget all the lessons i learned
but im never gonna forget all the bridges i burned
[verse 2]:
yeah i took a trip
visited death
told me just trust him yeah it ain’t my time yet
but why the f+ck would i ever wanna go back
everything i’ve ever wanted is right where i’m at
ignorance is bliss, and death is a beast
and when i went into that coma is where i really found peace
but it’s not my time to die
i understand why
i know i didn’t really live
didn’t appreciate my time
wasn’t grateful for the things i had
wasn’t grateful for my mom and dad
wasn’t grateful for all the things i took for granted
now im feeling disenchanted
by this grand life i used to have
time to take control, now its time to change
hate to see your own mom in so much pain
that’s why im comin back
and i promise you that
i ain’t going nowhere, yeah im here to stay
yeah

yeah dont worry ma im here to stay

- adarsh lyrics

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