alextv (rapper) – my childhood lyrics
[chorus]
you don’t know how it feels to be alive
you don’t know how it feels to wish to die
you don’t how it feels to commit suicide
you don’t know how it feels to always lie
you don’t know how it feels to always cry
you don’t know how it feels to die and just to come back alive
thank god, i am alive, if i wasn’t, then i couldn’t say my goodbyes
thank god that i am not in the skies
thank god i’m alive just to suffer even more, man can a 12 year old kid can even survive?
no!
[verse 1]
im back to it, everyone is bullying me because i’m a pr+ck
i’m always vivid, but everyone is treating me livid
imma cause a war and i’m talking civic
they told me that i am sick but i’m just gifted
haters are nothing but critics, they really had me driven
i’m famous because of logic homicide mimics
something i was given, to rap fast, run fast, but can’t count up my laps
this is my max limit, i was solid but i turned into a liquid
i been living like a kid who had no family
but god whispered and all i had to do is listen
making lyrics in a minute, imma pivot, rethink my image
just feeling like i’m was trapped in a prison
they are twisted, wicked, i can’t stop thinking to die, i am addicted
[chorus]
you don’t know how it feels to be alive
you don’t know how it feels to wish to die
you don’t how it feels to commit suicide
you don’t know how it feels to always lie
you don’t know how it feels to always cry
you don’t know how it feels to die and just to come back alive
thank god, i am alive, if i wasn’t, then i couldn’t say my goodbyes
thank god that i am not in the skies
thank god i’m alive just to suffer even more, man can a 12 year old kid can even survive?
no!
[verse 2]
thinking about suicide since seven, all i wanted is to go to heaven
but how was i supposed to go there if i was gonna die at the age eleven
they really had me begging, they really had me betting, this is my blessing, this is everything that i’m getting, i’m gonna need a lesson
i was filled with aggression, i had to go to confession
my childhood was nothing but filled of depression
i was gifted a present, but it quickly went in flames
i was being called names, even by the girl i liked man i wanted to be wrapped in chains
i didn’t want to feel the pain, i wanted to cut myself by the veins
[outro]
thank god, i am alive, if i wasn’t, then i couldn’t say my goodbyes
thank god that i am not in the skies
thank god i’m alive just to suffer even more, man can a 12 year old kid can even survive?
no
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