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beastbøy. – january 19th. lyrics

[intro]
just paint these pictures for me…

[hook]
i get it, why you wanna cry
i get it, why you don’t wanna try
i get it, why you sayin’ goodbye
don’t lie, i can see that you’re not fine
you blow trees to take sh-t off yo mind
yeah…blow trees to take sh-t off yo mind

[verse 1]
okay
woke up to the birds chirping and the sun shining
hold up…go listen to “kota” cause his bars are very satisfying
when i rap, people ain’t gonna understand the message behind it
it takes a real g*nius to sit there and try to define it or “-n-lyze it”
they want me to use these big -ss words whenever i rap
even with the littlest words, my n-gga i still snap
this sh-t was made for me
like how adam was made for eve
this sh-t always hypin’ me and i don’t got adhd
honestly, i act like things don’t bother me but at the same time that sh-t always disturbin’ me
last night i couldn’t sleep, i kept tossin’ and turnin’
she promised, to stand by me even when things aren’t workin’
tragically, she had left me now i’m back with the searchin’
wait…tryna get the right words in
can’t even be left in my room without my eyes f-ckin’ burstin’
so, f-ck you b-tch, you’re the reason why i’m broken
but at the same time i wanna thank you, cause i’m finally showing all my emotions
i feel god’s hand on my brain whenever i’m in the process of writing
he taught me to never be a-shame to express the feelings i been hiding
everyday i appreciate my mother cause she’s the reason why i’m trying
grew up with no father but my step-dad is the reason why i’m rising
life is good, as for myself? i’m still finding

[verse 2]
hmm…
imagine walkin’ in school, thinkin’ sh-t is cool
and out of nowhere your girl started actin’ a certain way
she gives off a bad vibe and lie to your face saying that “everything’s okay”
when really it’s not but she don’t wanna say
so, instead of talkin’ about it
that b-tch choose to ignore you for the whole entire day
“i would never hurt you”
but as soon as you start cryin’ that’s when she choose to walk away
listen, i kept a smile on my face to show that “i’m fine”
but really i was prisoner in my own d-mn mind
my rhymes, are the only thing that can bring me to cloud nine
use to think that, laughing hard was the best way to hide
not gonna lie, when i was seventeen i almost committed suicide
cause i couldn’t deal with life no more
didn’t wanna see the light no more
got weak, couldn’t fight no more
f-ck you, we ain’t tight no more
i swear, this rappin’ sh-t is like a drug
i remember tappin’ this sh-t for the first time and all my problems had went under the rug
but my life became better though
learned that god sits high and looks low
in fact, i was with him today
we was vibin’ to “gotta give it up” by my boy, marvin g-ye
what can i say? the man is a cl-ssic
took a hit of this for one day and now i’ma f-ckin’ addict
not a-shame to say that rappin’ is my new habit
i always wanted this dream and i’m not stopping til i have it
cause i’ma real m.v.l which spells “most valuable lyricist”
see n0body really hearin’ this
n0body really feelin’ this
pretty sure they ain’t gonna get this, just because i’m young doesn’t mean i can’t be serious

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