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bloodmoon (berlin) - misanthropic lyrics

breaking out from the sh+ll
i tell myself not to quit
but the truth always hurts to admit
my life is a f+cking mental, existential, never ending detrimental nightmare
with no potential
it’s an inconsequential, monumental failure of a life
the quintessential example of giving up the fight
let’s change the topic
misanthropic, pure chaotic, episodic depression
the diagnosis: f+cking hopeless
i’m giving up on myself again
f+ck
am i just flawed by design?
or genetically predisposed to suffer all the f+cking time?
so divided, i sit in this silence
distraught, i thought
i could make a difference
but life is indifferent
and i’m not going to live a lie
every song that i write is just another way to say goodbye
tear me apart tills there’s nothing left
but the shreds of my twisted, negative being
i keep repeating this elegy
i can’t feel anything
i can’t feel anything
so lay me down to the depths where the devil fell
my h+ll is living on this earth so block the sun out
i hate everything, it’s consumed my soul
and i spend every minute wishing i could leave this world
misanthropic, catastrophic, neurologic disorder
the borderline, amplified, early death i’m rushing toward
nothing ever changes
everything decays
and it’s so hard to find a reason to live another day
it’s an obsession
i know
it’s not healthy
but i don’t need your medicine
i’m through with this reality
suicide is best for me
lay me in the grave or burn me to dust
i was destined for this
as so is everyone
nothing really matters
it was over before it began
misanthropic, pure chaotic, episodic depression
i’m waiting for the end so take me to oblivion

- bloodmoon berlin lyrics

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