cardinia road – dreams. lyrics
i woke up this morning at 6:34am
my girlfriend was on the phone with me while i slept
but my phone had fallen, so the camera was pointing out
my pillow was next to me:
the pillow i have a place to be in
i’m anxious
having woken from yet another dream
of what we had once and what we have
i grabbed it
realizing your shirt wasn’t on it and immediately panicking
i threw the sheets off the bed
looking everywhere until i found it
throwing it hastily into the fake sand pillowcase
until i could push my face into it
and think of you
and cry
the drеams scare me
everynight for thе past few days
i’ll have so many
each one creating a rift that doesn’t exist
we are with a group of people
something happened
and you leave
i feel the grip of anxiety take me
and i can’t do anything to let it go
i woke up this morning, right after, screaming into the phone;
“why did you leave me?”
none of this is real
but the fact that i think about it scares me
the fact that is how my brain internalizes what we have
the way i think and the way i feel
are in my unconscious mind
you make me feel beautiful like no one else
you make me feel love like no one else
and somehow
i still can’t escape the sinking pit of the feeling
that i’ve had about everyone else
you scream into the pillow
that represents what you mean to me
i feel myself shrink down
to the size of a fleck of dust
ready to be swept away with the fl!ck of your broom;
a broom, i know, you have no desire to hold
but a broom i imagine just the same
thank you
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