carrera leigh – i am not my mind lyrics
flying off the hook, they’re calling me unstable
my hands are fists underneath the table
they judge who i am on my mental state
why can’t i ever catch a break
fighting the urge to scream out loud
that wouldn’t get me far now
it’s amazing how much i can rage
without my mouth making a sound
when i research the disorder, it describes me
but when i use it, they defy me
“attention seeker”, “lazy”, “always wants more”
but this is who i am to my core
i “function too well” to be autistic
sorry, am i bеing pessimistic?
i guess that’s my deprеssion, or is it bpd?
but that’s not how they’d describe me
“wasted potential”, “so sad that she gave up”
maybe it’s because i’m not making this up?
i have these things that you don’t dee
but that doesn’t mean they aren’t a part of me
i’m not trying to slack off or get off easy
your blatant ableism is making me queasy
i’m trying to work with my mind
instead of fighting it deep inside
maybe that’s why i never came out
because i know without a doubt
you’d say “it’s just a phase”
maybe your stuck in the olden days
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