castele – salt & rust lyrics
streetlight above me burning holes into the evening
illuminate my lack of sleep
smoke rolls from my lips as i curse the very habit
does that amount to nothing more than hypocrisy
it sure feels like it
and now i feel sick to my stomach the more i delve inwardly
i have unresolved afflictions buried deep
sometimes i’m trapped in this dissociative state where i’m trapped in the same house
i’ve lived in for over four years now as i hopelessly watch all of my loved ones turn to leave me
i am unable to speak and every motion is slowed to infinity
at the same time my life begins and ceases to be
yet i can almost grasp the imagery as it flows the voice of every i love you through the halls to echo
as if recorded and reproduced perfectly by every demon that’s ever wanted to hurt me
i can see them in the corners lurking
speaking in tongues and whispering
as if i cannot read their lips to see through the spells that they are casting
get the f+ck away from me so i can think or f+cking breathe
these walls are closing in on me
i don’t think i’ll get any sleep tonight for the third time this week
i feel so weak
last night my demons told me i can’t tell anyone anything
i need to practice what i preach
silence will be the death of me
i need to practice what i preach
for integrity
for my friends and family
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