charlotte rose – i grow as i go lyrics
i need to explore, rediscover my own body
in order to reclaim what’s mine from the captor that caught me
see the bullet holes from where the wolves have shot me?
i’m lucky, i left a trail of blood but they never got me
sometimes i find it hard to believe somebody really loves me
wants to listen to me, learn the curves of my body, memorize my past just to do the opposite
love is now found, it’s good now like i promised it
whether or not this is heard, my spirit shines through, lighting every adjective, noun, verb or other cl-ssification of word
a new illumination the greatest in meditation have learned
so seen or unseen in another moment, with other eyes or the three i was gifted from the comet, right now this rap is the purest that’s in existence, right now this poem is the realist i’ve ever written
snake eyes on their faces i chose it before i rolled it
i never claimed to be prophet, or savior or chosen
i put myself here to make choices in every moment
that’s why sometimes all the responsibility it’s hard to shift it, that’s why historically i pack a bowl and get lifted
i worry for my vocal folds for a minute ‘cause i ripped it, and i pray the green enhances me being lyrically gifted
all i’ve ever asked is to meet all my heroes, cure all diseases, eliminate dineros, save all the babies and stop all the fevers, make pessimists into believers
the people feel the change i can feel it. because the people are me and i’m intuit-ive as i ought to be, used to feel like property now i’ve got love that really knows what to offer me. how to treat me properly, how to hold my hand and my head simultaneously. how to lead me to joy and how to really rock with me, i wonder if he’ll stay and i think, probably
but honestly, who doesn’t worry about feeling alone again now and again? besides the lucky people never felt it to begin
with the events i call my memories, you’d probly give me sentiment and sing me praise to hurry my core development, the progression of my story. but i worry
that i’m the one the blame sits with
like; who invited all the creepy crawlies to our picnic? i’m sorry, excuse them, their mine. that one’s a little out of control i saw it nip you from behind, i’ll try to leave him next time but he bites me too, every night
as soon as my eyes close and my p-ssion starts to ignite, the only way to stop him is to listen and rewind, he’s singing a song on his wings when he flies
i try to strip it off him all the time but i can’t he won’t let me, ‘cause the song is his spine and the bug is my memory. so what’s his and what’s mine, when we’re singin’ the same tune in harmony?
but as far as actually harming me, he used to bite deeper, and in the presence of my keeper, he gets weaker, matter of fact he hardly bothers me. i’m learning how to heal myself, get my energy aligned
talk to me, let me know what’s con your mind, he tries to take it off me ’cause he’s kind to me
i had a couple of friends over in high school, we ate each other out and the whole school new within days, word of mouth… ha
stuck with me these feelings i’m still tryna figure out, like where is there a place for this, and what’s it all about? i’m doing it alone, i won’t let him help me now
i’ve never known an exorcist to take a demon out when the demon’s so deep seeded it’s not a demon at all
maybe i just see it different or i’m willing to admit it but we’re too divine not to appreciate other women and men appreciate men and we’ll all love each other
it’s so clear to me that i’m normal but i still won’t tell my mother, my best friend or my sister, i’m too scared to have to wonder what they’re thinking undercover
but i kissed her, i can say that about a small few and each time i did it i ignited a small fuse and the more it’s in my thinking the more that it burns through any hesitation i had about my true, colors are rainbow clearly i guess i’m not straight or g-y though, i shoot straight past pluto, i go as fast as light go, i’m part of human evolution so my flow is of the new flow, i value my process so i grow as i go
i grow as i go
i grow as i go
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