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christian rey – becoming lyrics

had to cross the river
just to make it out, from the city full of sinners
to the green grass all around
we were done with the guns to our faces
choose to run towards the sun hoping for graces
i didn’t understand, but god had a plan
i got to see the sand, and everybody worrying about a tan
but the kids in my grade thought that it’d be okay
to see my skin as less and my sadness their success
my confidence it slid, they said be yourself, i hid
because of random kids had me wondering what i did
going through a lot, getting scared thinking i’m a target by the cops
or maybe someone judgе me, pull a gun, then i drop
while thеse kids got a lexus bought by they pops, i’m done
fam tryna find the funds for my education
while these kids making fun of my pigment
but i guess thats life, now i got my sights tryna find a wife ya
but ain’t n0body grown, treated my heart like a game on your phone
one left me and the reason unknown
i called another out, she freaked out and disowned me
another chose to bleed out slowly
another found a man behind my back
till this day she denies i had a chance, am i really that bad?
doubting myself, ain’t n0body lie to me more than myself
stuck in my head on my bed, i dwell
looking at the clock and its 3 am, let it end
put a smile on for my friends
i don’t wanna burden them with my stupid problems
but it was then, through the flames
started learning bout a love that overcame
is it all insane? is it logical to bow down and pray
asking all these questions
i started paying attention
i started seeing directions
i started seeing the lessons
if i continue on the road i’m on
i don’t think i’d be driving for too long
theres more to life than a wife and a house on all the hills and the bills with the white swans
became a christian, still wishing i took it serious
got a girlfriend but god’s love still mysterious
she cut me off then i started to drown
i knew god on the way up, but got to know him on the way down

i realized something
gods more concerned with where i’m going and who have i been becoming more than where i’m at
all these lessons looking back
led me to my purpose after thinking i was worthless
god was looking at my life, and planning every sliver
from the womb to the room to when i had to cross the river
i get shivers thinking bout this love
this love was made for giving life, and its fitting life like a glove
who am i, receiving such a gift?
when the only thing i’ve been is a problem, and the only thing you’ve been is a father
showing me i’m not alone, showing me i have a home
showing me that i’m cared for
i don’t need a drink
i don’t need the drugs
i don’t need a girl
i don’t need the world
i don’t need approval
i don’t need perfection
i don’t need effects or a good microphone to know that i’m loved for

i’m becoming more like the one i behold
i’ve always been made for the narrow road
i’m becoming more like the one i behold
i’ve always been made for you
i’m becoming more like the one i behold
i’ve always been made for the narrow road
i’m becoming more like the one i behold
i’ve always been made for you

- christian rey lyrics

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