chxnge – god complex lyrics
[intro: amber coffman]
look at me
i just can’t believe
i just wanna be
look at me
look at me
i just can’t believe
what they done to me
we could never get free
i just wanna be
i just can’t believe
[verse 1: chxnge]
(uh)
(yeah)
(listen)
change, it wasn’t caused by
age, that was the enzyme
meaning that that sped it up but
death ain’t caused by
speeding in a truck, speed doesn’t k!ll
shrieks are heard when you can’t control the wheel
with pills in my right hand, and my phone in my left
haven’t had much sleep, ever since she has left
and i wish her the best, though i swear she’ll be back though
i mean i want her on my chest
but not if she been hit with the backstroke
as a youngin i loved that
need for speed i grew on three
three, two, one, cause it was like a zoo at least towards me
by nine i was teaching, by ten barely breathing
by twelve i was saving lives, searching twitter for who needs it
yeah, i know we learn with time
but i feel i done more
the boy i was before
i can’t even restore
we don’t really speak more
lost you on the sea sh-r-
why did i go deep though?
did i really need to?
[bridge: chxnge]
like a d-boy that’s red handed
and i’ve destroyed what’s demanded
like a d-boy that’s red handed
with all the losses i had endured
this was bound to happen
(there’s no ties between me and you, she said) x2
i was the one who made my sanctuary
(ran like on coal) x2
(we’re not done yet) x2
god complex
(yeah) x2
[verse 2: chxnge]
(uh)
never drove intoxicated
so how was all of this created?
yes i had my eyes dilated
but that just accelerated my fall
i mean i feared death
that’s sort of in the past tense
i was only three then
grew up as a pacifist
couldn’t pack a fist, now i wrap my wrist
but back then i really feared a hit
ma made sure to fill my head
telling me the worst conclusions
paranoia from my dad’s a plus
guy couldn’t even take a bus
guess i have his past in me
but i have more than that in my genes
time machines, immortality
thirsted for these, in my dreams
they call me, but death doesn’t
i feel like i’m on the summit
the thoughts i’m having they’re too complex
i never asked for the god complex
concepts that i have to compress
word for word would leave me nautious
cautious when i write, that’s safe s-x
making thoughts is a lot like mating
so i go for hours waiting
for the next line, this my creation
made with perfection
right angles and all that
i never meant to be complex
but i’m a god complex
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