citizen soldier – runaway (from myself) lyrics
[verse 1]
i didn’t grow up in an abusive home i am one
i’ve tried to leave this sour place a thousand times
from the start i’ve made self+sabotage my anthem
like being who i am is self+harm in disguise
[pre+chorus]
’cause something deep inside me is broken
i’m not allowed to feel a thing
every loving word means nothing
i’m obsessed with suffering
lately thinking feels like cutting
every thought’s a razor blade
(if only i had someone else to blame)
[chorus]
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in h+ll (h+ll, h+ll, h+ll…)
[post+chorus]
wish i could runaway from myself
wish i could runaway from myself
[verse 2]
who the h+ll can forgive my sins, i wrote this gospel
stuck in a cage of skin that always will remind me
that all the alcohol can’t numb this i’m the bottle
i’ll never change ’cause the chemicals will change my mind
[chorus]
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in h+ll (h+ll, h+ll, h+ll…)
[bridge]
wish i could runaway from myself
wish i could runaway
’cause something deep inside me is broken
i’m not allowed to feel a thing
every loving word means nothing
i’m obsessed with suffering
lately thinking feels like cutting
every thought’s a razor blade
if only i had someone else to blame
[chorus]
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
but there is no escape
when you’re the prison cell
wish i could runaway from myself, from myself
i plead for better days
but get thrown back in h+ll
[outro]
i didn’t grow up in an abusive home i am one
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