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cmhd – back then lyrics

[intro: cmhd]
just been a really big mixture of good stuff and bad stuff i reckon
but i got a saying, that i came up with this year
life is really sh-t, but at the same time it’s f-cking amazing
so basically it’s alright… yeah
just call me ghandi mate haha

[hook: cmhd]
back then everything was so different
i feel i need to explain it all on this 1 beat so this tunes significant
you see nowadays everything’s so stressed out
everything’s so bad in this situation
they say students have more stress than a 1950’s mental home patient
but i try to stay calm, won’t see a single sweat on my palms
i’m not the one to roll deep with arms but don’t think i can’t get aggressive
man i don’t even know what it is about me people p-ssing me off it’s just so excessive
true say this year i’ve been more conscious of the fakes and the snakes
but i wish it could change to back then

[verse: cmhd)]
twenty-seventeen, what’s new?
year of the real?, not a clue
they say twenty-seventeen’s the year of the real
but i haven’t see much change what’s the big deal?
but anyway let’s take it back to about year 5
everything felt good everything felt live
then i got in a fight with a guy not sure what for
pinching and punching yet none ended up on floor
then couple weeks later i was in the school play
i still had bruises from the fight it was all cray
it was short sleeved bait so the teachers saw but i didn’t know what to say
like i said they asked but i didn’t know what to say so i jus carried on anyway
then the day after i got called into a meeting
they must of thought i was getting abused quite calm greeting
so i had to tell my teacher i got in a fight and the reason was ridiculous
and when i told him you just know i got all the blame out of mindlessness
but anyway onto my mental illness
as you can see this tunes more realness
i still remember the first time my mum told me i was autistic…
i felt a sigh of relief… why?…
cuz i always thought something was wrong with me and now i had confirmation
nowadays when people use it as a joke you just know there’s frustration
normally i’m fine but i saw 3 autistic jokes in one day and i just lost my mind!
i remember this one guy took the p-ss so i punched him in the back of the head
even then they thought i took it too far yet if it was something else they would have wished him dead
and i’m not good at explaining how it feels yet people turn into journalists when they ask
to be honest the thought of explaining doesn’t appeal so sometimes i wanna wear a mask
makes me feel alienated…like i’m different…
sh-t should be outdated but i stay in front
won’t get caught in a man hunt nah not for a stunt
shut the f-ck up about me acting blunt
chatting endless amount of sh-t you f-cking c-nt
as you can tell i have a slight anger issue
i was given some help but lost the leaflet i was issued
i’ve lost count of the amount of times i’ve slapped man for moving bait
i mean why do they say don’t chat sh-t behind my back but get angry either way
it just doesn’t make any sense for goodness sake
i’m starting to feel fake love around me just like drake
but shout out to the real people, ben, will, mounir, max, joe
and sorry to those if you felt i’ve ever wronged or snaked yo
but just know i always tried to have good intentions
and that i’ve never wished for there to be any tensions
for example i say thank you to will
for stopping me from getting kicked out of lethal bizzle
thank you to ben for keeping it real and sticking up for man
even though sometimes when it was the other way round i couldn’t keep to the plan
thanks to mounir for keeping it real even though i’ve only known you for nearly 2 years
never ever have i heard you chatting sh-t behind my back so for that i say cheers

i also need to big up max for always having my back
and how could i forget joe, well you should already know
i’ve never really opened up about my autism to people i don’t know
i did a facebook post once but got the p-ss taken out of how low can they go
but to be fair the words i used in the post were kind of cringe
however i haven’t really obsessed on it nah not binge
on a real though i gotta thank will and sam for getting me into youtube
on a real though i gotta thank josh and big chris for getting me into music
because if it wasn’t for those things then my life would be a lot different
h-ll i could have been mute so i know it’s significant i’m not ignorant
because there’s one thing people miss out and that’s it effect everyone differently
and before i tried out music or video making i was shy as f-ck, consequently
i don’t think of myself as great which is why i say don’t get irrate
but what’s important is that i enjoy it so i might toy with it
to get different results…
so to be honest nowadays i couldn’t give a f-ck about any of your insults…

[skit: cmhd]
i’m just so tired you know what i mean?
these past 3 years have drained me completely

[hook]
back then everything was so different
i feel i need to explain it all on this 1 beat so this tunes significant
you see nowadays everything’s so stressed out
everything’s so bad in this situation
they say students have more stress than a 1950’s mental home patient
but i try to stay calm, won’t see a single sweat on my palms
i’m not the one to roll deep with arms but don’t think i can’t get aggressive
man i don’t even know what it is about me people p-ssing me off it’s just so excessive
true say this year i’ve been more conscious of the fakes and the snakes
but i wish it could change to back then

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