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dalyrical – lyrical attack to my addiction lyrics

as i write these lines, i feel the rush of the poison in my mind/
even though you’re a danger to me, i loved you for all this time/
you’ve made me an angry me, and feel like you should pay for your crime/
gave you everything that was mine, but you’d always want more from me, made sure i was in line/
now looking at the past and see you were lying, watching over me, slowly, as i’m dying/

i admit i had your love and company, all the sleepless nights, and how you’d comfort me/
talking to the blank walls, it made no sense to me/
eyes wide open, sensitive sensory, bogus memory, how you’d never ask me, just take over silently, i’m screaming – answer me!!!/you’ve diseased my heart like a cancered me/
i’ve decided to use this art to cancel you from each memory, oh what? you don’t believe me? can’t answer me?? my pencil will erase you like a censored speech delivery/

i know i hate you no i love you, oh the contradiction to myself, but your pain and love is my addiction, it’s bad for my health//
i deliver these bars, to show you a distinction of a man and himself, i know you’re always there when nothing helps, but you’re k!lling me softly, you proud of yourself??

you’re my best friend my worse enemy
you won’t get the last of me, i know i’m not the best of me, used to love it when you listen to me speak the blasphemy/
this was your best strategy, what a tragedy now living in my own horror story, i’ve tried to leave you, made me feel sorrrry, now i’m sitting here, lonely
staring into my blank wall, can’t handle problems so homie pop another pill from the drawer/
all the anger and sadness i try not to think, this pen and paper, i let the pen bleed its ink, this deep abyss that i’m in, i forgive em all, but can’t stop my own self destruction//

this is my unique angle, i’l take my inner demons and have them strangled/
looking in the mirror, a hollow is what i resemble, all these stabs to my soul, hard to swallow, all the memories re-ssembled//
withdraw from my addiction, arms and legs tremble/
pops was never around, used to think moms was one of them angels, weird how your loved ones become strangers//
god all this you handed to me i can’t handle, closing my eyes and stare into the flame of my lit candle..

trying to shut off my mind as i watch time flow smoothly, my mistakes replays like a looped movie, i’m done for now, this is part one, of an addict’s story..

- dalyrical lyrics

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