dead silent - containment therapy lyrics
[verse 1]
don’t look at me rogue
i’m sending you hope like a painted on rose
don’t call this a hoax until you can feel the big needle begin to be coaxed
this heart doesn’t feel it’s at home
it’s choking on raw flesh and bone
there better be place to roam when aromas be hitting my nose
cause i’ve been comatosed
don’t look dazed like i’m speaking in code
if secrets are what you crave, read what i wrote
preceding a suicide note is a reason
misreading it isn’t my issue to tote
look at me homie, i’m not the only one nearing the end of my rope
the answer will never be told
it’s cancerous like a new pack you’ve been waiting to smoke
i’ve been trying to keep on the low and lose the crowd i -ssociate with
but i’m fed up, impatient
dealing with duties and difficulties i’ve been faced with
what has my life been laced with?
so insecure and i’m still so evasive
so many faces
i can’t erase what’s been done just trying to achieve what my aim is
don’t get it confused
with or against me is for you to choose
whether or not you could fit in my shoes
this isn’t your battle to lose
i wish i could tell you my mind’s been vacant
to this pen i’m a therapy patient
i’ve been making amazing displacement
starting to feel like i’m buddies with jason
[verse 2]
it’s tearing my mind apart
crushing the skull, but fixing the bruises
you think trust would mean nothing to me
so tell me why it was so hard to lose it
tell me there’s room for improvement
not if i’m losing to caving in walls
follow like sheep
you follow the music, not even knowing the name of the song
look at me now
tell me i’m sentenced to death, drowning in debt
they say n-body makes it alive
well how much you willing to bet?
you’re sick of the chances you get
you tie your own leash to your neck, blaming the rest
you’re pulling yourself along, making up notes to the song
well how about a rest?
i’m sick of these pills, sick of me thinking it’s all in my head
i’m sick of the doctor thinking he knows what is best after 2 minutes talking, not even in-depth
take a look at the message i’m sending
this isn’t a cry out for help
all of the negative words, i’m just venting
all of you act like i’m going to h-ll
i’m sorry, but i just do not believe it
my intentions are not deceitful
my head may be missing a screw, but i promise you nothing i’m doing is evil
i’m not bashing depression
i’m just relieving aggression
spitting bars like i got good reception
k!lling the game through natural selection
[verse 3]
there’s no lesson to learn
no prior investment on my return
don’t like what i’m saying? discerning
look at the lack of respect i’m earning
this isn’t a bridge that i burned
my emptiness floods all the roads i rebuilt
pain like a candle that burned all the wick
converting the wax into what i can feel
i look in the mirror, this isn’t the way i remember myself
the picture is clear, the person you love became somebody else
and you took so long to see it
you’re still holding onto these secrets
falling to pieces, follow diseases
all of the time that you savor’s decreasing
it’s stuck in the back of your head like a song you hate
the longer you wait to face the music
the more gone to waste and polluted your soul has become
you carry a loaded gun time every time you speak
i’m only playing the cards i’m dealt
a notch in my belt is all you will ever be
don’t get it confused
the way that i am is not a result of abuse
i am not tying my noose, i’m tying these ends that are more than loose
i wish i could tell you my mind’s been vacant
to this pen i’m a therapy patient
i’m a wolf in a sheep’s containment
k!lling you off for my entertainment
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