derek rinsema – that’s just life lyrics
i’m feeling so lost now
i feel like i lost out
i’m weighing the cost now
i’m tearing my walls down
on my walk home
i’m treated too far out
i’m beated and scarred now
from raising the bar now
the people i cared ‘bout
are all on the charge now
but no ones in charge now
i got my feelings hurt and all while riding a pink cloud
i can’t even think now
all my past in drugs it’s like i can’t even blink now
i wish i could go back
throw up in the sink now
i feel like my brains been
up on the brink now
but i keep pushing forward
i keep making more
who is keeping score?
i need my morals off the floor
i feel i should be doing more
i’d make amends, but at what stake?
try me again, i am not fake
i need real friends for the hеadaches
i carried a whole tеam until i felt my f+cking back break
so please calm down
i lost out
at least it’s only me let’s pour my heart out
every time i got a shot, i just waste it
on my mind, it’s nonstop, imma face it
steady staring at these walls till the gray shifts
feels like i been stumbling the halls to the a+list
i been stumblin’, stumblin’
took a tumble and jumbled it
tried to numb it, i’m numb again
need to feel some more love again
always sadness i been cryin’
i ain’t lyin’
all this sabotage i put me through
feels like i been implyin’
that i ain’t who i am
like i ain’t just a fan
tryna get with the band
but you won’t understand
all my manics been depressive
turned to chances, yeah, you guessed it
every f+cking thing i do flips into reasons i should end it
that’s just life, i guess i got it like this
that’s just life, i guess i got it like that
that’s just life, i guess i got it like this
that’s just life
that’s just life
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