douglas c begay – sorry lyrics
verse 1:
im sorry im good at convincing you
that i do not give a sh-t about you
i can’t admit that im losing myself
but give me a moment im ’bout to
im sorry i couldn’t kick all of my habits
im sorry my spirit devalued
im sorry you’re sick of the fact
that i sit in my room and i never come out to
discuss the dilemmas, that lead up to me when im walking away
im sorry i put my fist into the wall
terribly sorry for yelling in your face
incredibly foolish, what if i told you im different again
you’d say that im stupid
’cause both of us know that im never gon’ change
she probably right, disfigure my liver im outta my mind
im trying to get over this b-tch
trust me i’ll do it, i mean it one drink at a time
you say that my demons a monster, what if i told you i kept it alive
so what im aggressive i told you before
all of this anger it kept me in line
hook:
i really want to prove the fact that i can come and fight again
this is where my life has been down inside the dumps again
abiding by the kind of light that y’all would never find again
for about the hundred time i’ll lie about the life within
verse 2:
i feel like im wasting my time
so tell me why all of my efforts
did little to nothing but keep me deprived
im feeling insane
can’t tell me im tripping
that typical claim was said to belittle my pace
you done it before and its making me sick
i know that you with him to prove to your mama that heart that you got is colossal
all of that just a facade though
its draining my energy thinking bout all of the sh-t that you gone through
but you’re no longer my business so what are my options?
continue to think about someone who left me discarded?
or maybe i’ll settle on bottles
its better to sleep and avoid all of my problems
maybe that’s why when i sleep
keep on pretending my bed is a coffin
i rather be dead and i think of that often
where is the faith? i don’t trust in the process!
too busy with conflict
hook:
i really want to prove the fact that i can come and fight again
this is where my life has been down inside the dumps again
abiding by the kind of light that y’all would never find again
for about the hundred time i’ll lie about the life within [x2]
outro:
’bout the life within, life within, four about the hundred time
lie ’bout the life within, life within, life within
tony: that chick he’s with, she likes me
manny: she likes you? how do you know?
tony: i know, the eyes, chico. they never lie
(scarface 1983)
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